23 July 2011

LimitLimitLimitLimitLimit ~

Assalamualaikum.

Buat tajuk Limit ++.

Aku sudah sampai satu tahap rasa dah taknak update blog.
Sebab aku rasa tak dapat kurangkan beban bila aku tulis blog.

Makkk, aku kecewa.
Huuu~

Maybe better have another blog yang another taktahu tentang kewujudannya.
[Tapi aku harap aku masih ada keinginan untuk update blog ni selepas post ni.]

Aku nak cakap thanks to orang-orang yang aku sayang, yang pernah support aku satu masa dulu. Sebab aku dah tak rasa ada supporters sekarang. Maybe kena belajar untuk lebih berdikari, tak perlu bergantung dengan orang lain.

Ya, mereka pun ada life sendiri, bukan harus jaga dan ambil peduli hal aku seorang. Walaupun kadang-kadang aku rasa nak kembali ke zaman dulu-dulu tanpa orang ketiga. Walaupun aku rasa macam nak ada orang jaga aku macam dulu dia jaga aku. Sehingga aku fikir, kenapa sekarang dah tak macam tu. Berubah atau jemu. Negatifnya Nurul Izzah ni. Okei aku tukar ke positif. Positifnya, aku kena belajar untuk terima kenyataan yang dia dah ada orang lain, dan orang itu bukan aku. Dan aku tetap tak boleh nak kembalikan zaman tu dah walau apa pun yang aku buat. Dan mungkin ini pilihan dia dan aku kena respect apa yang dia nak. Semoga bahagia ye.

P/S ; Aku harus melepaskan sesuatu yang mungkin ianya bukan milik aku. Terima kasih. Saya tetap akan sayang awak! Ini janji saya.

Why adalah Kenapa .

Assalamualaikum.

I am listening for "WHY" for many times. I don't know WHY, but I know that I want to know WHY. I want to know the answer for the "WHY". Can you just give me answers for that many "WHY's".


This is the "WHY".

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why 

20 July 2011

Sayunya HATI ~

Assalamualaikum.

Kawan cakap ; Kak Izzah ni asyik nampak hepy je.
Aku cakap ; Kalau sedih pun bukan orang tahu. [ And I just give a smile ].

Tiba-tiba rasa sayu bila teringatkan sesuatu.

Complicated can't be simple. Maybe.
Membuatkan aku rasa sangat susah.
Hati rasa sangat susah, sakit.
Kenapa ye.

Tolonglah pujuk hati aku.
No. Aku kena pujuk hati sendiri.

13 July 2011

Posting lagi ~

Assalamualaikum.

Ehemehem. Jururawat pelatih untuk semester yang terakhir atau dalam kata lain seperti yang dikatakan oleh Puan Yam, Tahun 3 Semester 2.

Untuk semester terakhir ni, pembelajaran teori cuma dua minggu, iaitu sepuluh hari. Walaupun cuma dua subjek, itu sudah cukup memeningkan kepala.

Untuk klinikal pula, empat belas minggu. 14/52. Bukan satu jangkamasa yang pendek.
   - 4 minggu - Medical ward.
   - 4 minggu - Surgical ward.
   - 2 minggu - Paediatric ward.
   - 2 minggu - A&E posting.
   - 2 minggu - OT posting.

For my first posting for this semester is, Paediatric ward, 5B, that will be start on this Saturday. Hope everything will be fine. (:

P/S ; Perlu mula ulangkaji pelajaran semester 2 hingga 5. Agak-agak boleh pengsan tak?

09 July 2011

Dia datang lagi ~

Assalamualaikum.

Aku benci DIA. Kenapa dia datang lagi. Huh! Aku call umi.

Umi ; Makan la ubat.
Aku ; Ubat dia kena balik rumah.
Umi ; Dah tu balik la.
Aku ; Kalau boleh balik dah lama balik. Ni, apa pun tak boleh.

P/S ; Get well soon Nurul Izzah.

08 July 2011

(:

Assalamualaikum.

Sudah lama blog tidak di update. Sehingga tak tahu nak tulis apa dah. Tapi aku 'curi' satu ayat yang aku jumpa kat FB.*kredit to Lia.

"Kalau awak tak boleh buat seseorang itu bahagia dengan awak, biarkan dia bahagia dengan orang lain".

Tapi macam mana kita nak tahu kalau-kalau orang tu tak bahagia dengan kita?

P/S ; Kalau tak bahagia dengan aku, bagitau ye. Nanti aku akan lepaskan kamu pada orang yang akan buatkan kamu rasa bahagia. (:

02 July 2011

Saja-saja .

Assalamualaikum.

Saja-saja nak cakap ;

MACAMLAH
KAW
KESAH
KAN ?

SIKIT
PUN
KAW
TAK
KESAH
KAN ?

OKEI .
THANKS YE .

Sekian.

P/S ; Takmo dah ps ps.